I really love this one Indah – I love how you lift your writing up and find the hope and beauty in your process and your creation, so much positivity and self-love! It can be so easy to feel anxious about our work but as you say:
‘I’ve been scared,
all this time,
of becoming nothing among billions of humans
I’ve been scared,
every day,
of being left behind in all the tough competitions
I’ve been scared,
every night,
of being forgotten, removed, exiled, and unknown
But I am so glad, my plodding hands are here
It isn’t a sad poem
It is just my poem’
I am so glad you plan to ‘dwell to see how beautiful the end will be’! Thank you for sharing this with us at Move Me!