The imagery you employ in this one is wonderful and along with the repetition of 'push' it creates a real connection for the reader. It made me reflect on the quote at the end in so far as your words, whilst painting a picture of futility and suffering, indicate a continued push regardless, which is consistent with Camus' proposition that a level of scorn for the fate that we may be dealt can assist us in overcoming that fate - a truly intriguing and thoughtful write - thanks so much for sharing with us!